Posts tagged with harshi
She Just Messaged Me… Now What?
She finally messaged me! After all this time, out of nowhere—Hlo. Just three letters, but now my brain is spinning in circles. Does she wanna talk? Should I call? Or is it just a random check-in? I don’t know what to do, so here I am, overthinking like always…
Never Mind - The Version in My Dreams
I just want to stay there, in my dreams, with my 10-year-old Harshi. Not this version of her—the one who has forgotten me. No. The one I created in my mind, in my memories, in my dreams. The one that never left. The one that still looks at me like I matter.
Lost in a World That Isn’t Real
Dreams are killing me. No matter how much I try to escape, they keep pulling me back—showing me things that will never happen, making me relive memories that shouldn’t hurt anymore. I don’t know how to stop it, but I need to. Before I lose myself completely.
Until I Bleed Out – She is Just a Nightmare Now
Harshi left, but my dreams didn’t get the memo. Now I’m just a sad boy listening to The Weeknd, trying to uninstall her from my brain like a failed Windows update.
Realization Loop
struggling with reality, love, and the demons of the past.
I Just Controlled Myself the Whole Day, Telling Myself Not to Call Her…
tried my best not to call her, not to think about her. But no matter what I do, she’s still in my mind. She never calls, never checks in—but what if, one day, she does? Would that change anything?
The Best Gift She Never Knew She Gave Me
She gave me the best gift without even knowing it—she made the impossible happen. Just for a moment, just in a dream, she placed me right beside her. But reality…
Finding Her Location - 16 June 2023
She’s out there, smiling, living a life where I no longer exist. But I’m still here, tracing shadows of our past, searching for pieces of her in a world that moved on without me.
A Red Band, A Green Dress, and A Thousand What-Ifs - Texus-2k23
I made a stupid mistake—I deactivated my Snapchat and Instagram, and just like that, I missed everything. The event was over, but regret hit hard. I searched like crazy, slowed down a 43-minute video to 0.25x, trying to find even a glimpse of her. A red band, a green dress, a blurry frame—was it her? I’ll never know for sure. But one thing’s certain:- she was there, living the moment, while I was stuck chasing a memory I never even had.
Marriage Is Not for Me Without Her
Marriage—the so-called "ultimate goal" society pushes on everyone. But is it really for you? Or is it just a lifelong trap disguised as a dream?