November 2023
Those Eyes – New West
The song is just good to Dream.i was just Feeling the Song For An Hour.
She Messaged… Then Ignored 😞
Bro, I thought something was wrong. I skipped college, waited all day, worried like crazy… and she? She was just chilling with her friends. Why did she even text me? Why does she keep doing this?
Stuck Between a Dream and Reality
She called. She wanted to meet. It felt real—too real. But then, just like that, everything flickered, and I realized… I wasn’t awake. And when I finally did wake up, all that was left was silence, an empty phone, and the weight of a dream that felt too much like reality.
She Just Messaged Me… Now What?
She finally messaged me! After all this time, out of nowhere—Hlo. Just three letters, but now my brain is spinning in circles. Does she wanna talk? Should I call? Or is it just a random check-in? I don’t know what to do, so here I am, overthinking like always…
October 2023
Never Mind - The Version in My Dreams
I just want to stay there, in my dreams, with my 10-year-old Harshi. Not this version of her—the one who has forgotten me. No. The one I created in my mind, in my memories, in my dreams. The one that never left. The one that still looks at me like I matter.
Lost in a World That Isn’t Real
Dreams are killing me. No matter how much I try to escape, they keep pulling me back—showing me things that will never happen, making me relive memories that shouldn’t hurt anymore. I don’t know how to stop it, but I need to. Before I lose myself completely.
Until I Bleed Out – She is Just a Nightmare Now
Harshi left, but my dreams didn’t get the memo. Now I’m just a sad boy listening to The Weeknd, trying to uninstall her from my brain like a failed Windows update.
July 2023
I Just Controlled Myself the Whole Day, Telling Myself Not to Call Her…
tried my best not to call her, not to think about her. But no matter what I do, she’s still in my mind. She never calls, never checks in—but what if, one day, she does? Would that change anything?
The Best Gift She Never Knew She Gave Me
She gave me the best gift without even knowing it—she made the impossible happen. Just for a moment, just in a dream, she placed me right beside her. But reality…