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March 2025

Where Was She All Day? 🤔

After waiting so long, I saw her snaps and realized she’s just super busy. I know her—she probably saw my messages but got caught up. 😊

Finally, I Got It… She’s Not Coming Back

I waited, I hoped, I tried… but she didn’t care. No more calls, no more messages, no more waiting. It’s time to move on, even if it hurts.

Planned What to Do—Both Ways

If she calls, I’ll stick to her word. If she doesn’t, I need to move forward. This time, no waiting, no second thoughts—just a plan for both outcomes.

Waiting Like a Kid Again

I don’t know why I keep doing this. Sent her a message, waiting for a reply, overthinking every small thing like an idiot. Maybe she cares, maybe she doesn’t—let’s see how this goes.

See How Stupid I Am

See how stupid I am—overthinking for a whole day, and all she sent was a “Hi.”

Lost Between Dreams and Reality again

yet in my dreams, she responds as if nothing has changed. Each night, my mind provides the closure I long for, only for reality to remind me of the silence. A cycle of hope and disappointment, where dreams offer comfort that reality refuses to give.

The Call I Waited For

After all these years, after all the waiting, I finally called her. What happened next was unexpected—she answered. A conversation filled with old memories, hidden emotions, and truths I didn’t know I needed to hear. But was it everything I had hoped for? Or just another moment that left me questioning everything?

She Just Proved Me Wrong Again

Just like last year, I’m playing the same little game—changing my birthday, turning off social media, and waiting. Will she remember? Or was it always just a reminder notification? This time, I’ll find out.

From Gains to Babysitting - How I Became Everyone’s Personal Trainer!

A two-month journey of strength training turned into a frustrating time sink due to unwanted distractions. From gym bros overstaying their welcome to wasted hours, I realized the importance of setting boundaries. Now, it’s time to reset—new plan, new mindset, no more wasted time.